It doesn't seem real

I still can't believe it. I can't believe it to the point that I'm not getting butterflies of excitement when I think about telling people...not even Eric who still doesn't know. We've waiting 9 months to see 2 lines on the pee stick, and finally, 2 lines there are. I think my head is still spinning. After going to the doctor last month, and feeling rather foolish, quite honestly for having gone in the first place, I truly believed I'd be going back to her in May for my year appointment to find out what exactly was going on. I guess nothing was going on. This Little One just needed to take his/her time. So for now, I'm praying for a sticky Little One, and looking forward to Eric's reaction later today.